The World Of
“BROKEN ME”
Welcome to the world of “Broken Me”.
I have so many big feelings now that this piece of my heart is out in the world. There’s a part of me that is so excited to see how other people connect with it. If it puts a description to a feeling that was a little difficult to describe in one word. If people even like the song.
But the other part of me feels open, exposed and vulnerable. Which is exactly the place this song was written from. It’s a bit funny how that’s gone full circle.
I wrote “Broken Me” five years ago, and since then its been written, re-written, recorded, re-recorded, tweaked, and perfected. A whole creative world of sound, visuals and colour has been born from it.
I’ve documented everything, right from the start, and now I want to share it with you.
Throughout the world of “Broken Me”, you will see the process of the songs creation; from the first voice note to the “that’s a wrap” of how “Broken Me” was made. Every decision, every moodboard, every crazy idea I had that came to fruition to make this song what it is.
I’m a real sucker for the process of creating and I hope you are too.
2020
SONGWRITING
I started writing “Broken Me” off the back of processing my first real heartbreak. I had all these new feelings I was dealing with which felt really big compared to the ones I was used to. I had so many questions. So many questions I had to answer myself.
This song was one of my first attempts at that.
At the time, I thought using the word ‘shadowbox’ in a song could be really cool. This got vetoed by a more mature songwriter (me)…
I sound so young in this voice note!! (I literally went through the DEPTHS of my voice memos [all 3,562 of them] to find these haha)
Songwriting is an extremely personal process for me. Often I won’t let anyone listen to my songs until I’ve had some time to detach from them. I didn’t show “Broken Me” to anyone for almost a year.
This was the first full version of “Broken Me” I could find in my voice memos. If you’ve listened to the song, you’ll know there’s a good few lines that got taken out and a lot of other parts that changed. But the second verse is pretty much unchanged.
2021
THE FIRST RECORDING
When I was ready to bring “Broken Me” to life, I got in touch with a producer who I followed on instagram. His studio was based in Kent, I was in Leeds at the time, so I packed my little car up for a few days and made the trip down.
This session was also when ‘Have You Ever Been So High’ and ‘Designated Driver’ got recorded! (If you’re a true OG you will know what I’m talking about ;)
“A Little Bit of Broken Me”
Was what ‘Broken Me’ was originally called (bit wordy).
Here’s the original recording of it.
Last year I was ready to release this as the third single after “Have You Ever Been So High” but...